Can I make a confession?

I never thought I'd feel the same way about going to India as i did before skydiving but if you want me to be honest I'll tell you that I am: VERY NERVOUS AND SCARED.

Yes, I, the master traveler fear my next destination!!!  My biggest fear is getting to Delhi and looking in the mirror and thinking, "what the hell am I doing here?"  Second biggest fear is the loneliness of solo travel (I'll get over it).  Third biggest fear is.... well I guess I'm gonna be OK!!!

I've talked about it with a few people recently and most of them have said two things: Are you on a spiritual journey?  Mmmm... yes.  Then they tell me: I hope you find what you're looking for.  I think first I need to find out what I'm looking for.  Am I looking for something?  Peace of mind, balance, quieting the stream, ugh so many clichés!!   I'll quit it with the expectations now and enjoy my last day visiting friends in London...  (see pictures below)

These are the last few things I've been meaning to tell you before I get there.  This is the last day that I will have never been to India.  My heart is jumping for joy as my tummy sheds a tear.